Highs and lows
I woke up this morning to many, many texts from all of you guys reaching out and supporting me after reading my blog post last night. So...
Acceptance for a fate I hope won't come
Everyone kept telling me that they were sorry I was feeling so low...But I wasn't really feeling anything. It's such an odd thing feeling...
Feeling nothing is like feeling everything
I don't know how to write this because I don't know how I feel. I don't feel. I essentially am feeling nothing at all. Yesterday I made...
Vanilla ice ice, baby
I'm so angry with myself right now. I feel like I do so much self sabotaging and I can turn a day that has the capacity to be great into...
Trying to find a silver lining
"I am in charge of how I feel and today I am choosing happiness." Is the quote that currently sits in front of me as I sit in wrap up...
Why do some days seem like years?
Today felt like one of those days in recovery that was just overall a failure. After being told my pass was taken away my eating disorder...
It's mid day and I already hate it
I guess this would could as a mid day post... really even mid morning. But for lack of a better word. Today has been shit. My team came...
Friday Jr
I can't quite make out if today was a good or bad day... I'm just going to go with mediocre I suppose. We had expressive therapy group...
Intro
Hello everyone, my name is Belle. I come from a small town in New England and many people know me as a bubbly, spirited, adventurous, and...