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Spoopy month

Well happy October 1st!!!! YAAASSSS FALLLLL. It's my favorite month. I love Halloween. One of my friends here was like "I think for...

So I went on passssss. I don't know guys. It was rainy it was cold. It just wasn't ideal. My body was tired! My body like 2 hours in I...

It's strange how motivation shifts when going through the phases of recovery. Yesterday my motivation fluctuated so greatly throughout...

I'm too exhausted to think...I will post in the morning.

I woke up this morning to many, many texts from all of you guys reaching out and supporting me after reading my blog post last night. So...

Everyone kept telling me that they were sorry I was feeling so low...But I wasn't really feeling anything. It's such an odd thing feeling...

I don't know how to write this because I don't know how I feel. I don't feel. I essentially am feeling nothing at all. Yesterday I made...

I'm so angry with myself right now. I feel like I do so much self sabotaging and I can turn a day that has the capacity to be great into...

"I am in charge of how I feel and today I am choosing happiness." Is the quote that currently sits in front of me as I sit in wrap up...

Today felt like one of those days in recovery that was just overall a failure. After being told my pass was taken away my eating disorder...